I am lonely and I am lost.
It seems I was left naked on the streets and now have to find my way home barefoot.
Did I make the decisions that brought me to this end?
Are you sure I was over the age of consent? because I don't remember making any of them; and I certainly don't believe I should be held responsible, much less made to carry the burden of consequences.
Here is a helpful analogy to how it feels:
It feels like I woke up in a trailler park with 5 kids - of obviously different fathers -, bad teeth, and a drug dealer husband and thought " I married him when I was 16 I should not be responsible for this s**t".
Not only are we obliged to live with our decisions, but we have to assume resposability.
Waaaa ( baby crying)
...
I will not feel this way. We may not be in control of everything, but I refuse the victimize myself on top of it all...
I conscientiously object.
( i love that word :) i want to be the conscientious objector of everything!
Ex: I won't diet because it its unethical to impose in yourself and others to terciary measures of beauty and finess.
Ex 2: I won't go to church because it is against my religion (the Mari religion) to ask God for stuff.
Ex3: I will not go dancing because it is unethical to place yourself in an environment that allows you to be objectified.
Ex4: I will not work at an office because it is unethical to allow oneself - and encourage others by example -to be reduced to a corporate number.
except that facing the least threat of loneliness, unemployment and boredom...I got right in front of the battle field.
It seems I was left naked on the streets and now have to find my way home barefoot.
Did I make the decisions that brought me to this end?
Are you sure I was over the age of consent? because I don't remember making any of them; and I certainly don't believe I should be held responsible, much less made to carry the burden of consequences.
Here is a helpful analogy to how it feels:
It feels like I woke up in a trailler park with 5 kids - of obviously different fathers -, bad teeth, and a drug dealer husband and thought " I married him when I was 16 I should not be responsible for this s**t".
Not only are we obliged to live with our decisions, but we have to assume resposability.
Waaaa ( baby crying)
...
I will not feel this way. We may not be in control of everything, but I refuse the victimize myself on top of it all...
I conscientiously object.
( i love that word :) i want to be the conscientious objector of everything!
Ex: I won't diet because it its unethical to impose in yourself and others to terciary measures of beauty and finess.
Ex 2: I won't go to church because it is against my religion (the Mari religion) to ask God for stuff.
Ex3: I will not go dancing because it is unethical to place yourself in an environment that allows you to be objectified.
Ex4: I will not work at an office because it is unethical to allow oneself - and encourage others by example -to be reduced to a corporate number.
except that facing the least threat of loneliness, unemployment and boredom...I got right in front of the battle field.
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